Pain you remove, joy is here
Life you brought, life you bring
Thankful I am 
You are Almighty

Sobering disbelief in my ear
Denial rules
Pain stays, I am fooled
Lord is God, I forget
Midnight, rain pours, I recollect 
Lord is God
Forever he rules, I reconnect
Lord is God

Foreign, natural manure
S%^&t is gold, it is treasure
My soul grows, my soul endures
Satan skanks with joy
Lessons learned - Amaaaaaziiiing!
Lord is God 
Forever he shall reign 
I refused
God, God diffuses

Doubt rules my heart
Uncertainty becomes my joy
Fear becomes me!!! 
False believes of hope take pride 
Cracks, disbelief, denial and pain
Pain?
Yes pain. God removes
God rules

Acceptance is joy
He forever shall be 
I just refused
Pain does not equal God, I thought!!!
God is pure, God protects
I’m immune?
Tears through my heart, I fought
“I know how, I know best” is ill-heard
IT IS ILL-FOUNDED!

God is MY love, MY peace, MY pain, MY joy 
HE is my comfort, MY STRUGGLES, MY glory, MY light 
God IS, my SALVATION, my SHELTER
My SAVIOR, my EVERYTHING
Now I know!

© Jazz Africa

day 5 | 10 June 2011